I really wish I knew more about rockets and stuff, especially so I could talk about these things.Oh, I understand you because I often find myself in a similar situation. I wanted to tell you to read more literature, but since you have no time, the best decision is to keep an eye on the industry on this forum, communicate with us and other like-minded people, watch YouTube videos when you go to work, and just have free time. You've been advised to play Kerbal Space Program, and I also recommend you to do it. This game made me fell in love with space a long time ago:)
It's very interesting, but it's lower on my priority.
I don't even have time for some of my highest priority stuff.
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