Online gaming makes me feel weird.
For example I haven't played Journey online, because I feel like I don't know what I'm doing. And since I don't know what I'm doing, I'm going to slow people down and then I'd feel bad. I don't really like to lead, and sometimes I don't like to follow.
I can go on and on.
I understand now that you've explained it.
I'm kinda similar with voice chat and other things. They feel like the uncanny valley to me.